yes, fuck. i made up my mind. i don't want to do this. im oout . goin to tell him now.

i dont know what to do anymore. i love him, but i dont know if he loves me back. i dont want to lose him as a friend. but fuck i honestly dont know what to do :(

i miss you NATEDOGG .

you would never guess.

even if you went through the biggest change in your life, lost all your friends, and became th new 'fuck you girl' i would not leave you. not for the world. you are actually what makes me, me. as bitchy as you want to be, as drunk as you get, as much of a stoner as you are, you are my bestfriend, and life without you is not life at all. i love you end of.

JAYDEN. i love you